Just Today

Just random and rambling thoughts. I'm sure nobody reads this except me, but it will help me. I've found that writting helps me think outloud. I read a bunch of stuff yesterday about being a Sagittarius. I was so amazed at how much I am a true Sagittarius. Who knows if any of that stuff is true, but I love the stars, moon and sun, so what the heck. It was a little off, but for the most part, way true!

Let's see what else. Gary is in Cali for the week on business, I find I do the usual stuff pretty much, but miss him. It has given me time to think about how much I love him. I wish he was at home more often, even though this is his first business trip in years. He is a real work aholic. Either way, home or not he always gives me the freedom I need and crave. But I certainly crave attention and love too, maybe I'm giving it to myself right now, maybe this is what my writing is all about. Trying to figure myself out lately. I just have this need for adventure, doing things, and I've been at home with kids so much. I love my kids and family, but every other woman has something that they "do" in additon to the mom thing. Not trying to compare, it's just that I want to go and "be" too. Oh well, I"m sure it's just a phase.